So I’m reading blogs of other addicts last night, and one thing I know for sure, is I don’t want it to ever escalate to that level. Married, engaged, still cheating, still doing whores and all that crap.
But I woke up this morning. And I get an email through one of the adult sites, of a girl whose profile I stumbled upon weeks ago. I thought she looked really good.
She sent me her number and said ‘look forward to hearing from u xx’
I’ve now saved her number in my phone. I probably should not have, but it felt like another part of me just took over.
Now that I’ve done it, I know it’s the wrong thing to do. But part of me is already scheming about how and when I want to call and see her. Maybe to check the rates on the site again, to make sure that they are affordable. Ah, there you go. I’ve done it now.
